How is it going?

2011 will close it's cover..
so many things happened throughout this unspeakable year...
and makes it as one of the most memorable year for me..

my life begin with more stronger than the previous year, without my beloved father..
no perfect ceremony or gift on my birthday..(somehow, with no celebration, it is remembered too)
my life in this semester changed 360 degrees... (however more challenging in mpd's life, always feel so down and frustrated badly...)
my family's life turn into another stage..with new father and "stepsiblings", which i never imagined before...(the toughest part and the highlight in this year for me)
although there are not so dramatic in my relationship life, but.... never mind, just let the heart and mind talks about it...

*although you are smiling, it doesn't mean you do not kept something sorrow in your heart*
*although you are patient, it doesn't mean you do not kept something painful in your heart*
*although you are crying, it doesn't mean you do not satisfied on something*
*heart keeps everything safely*

my best 2011 album....

this entry will have least words than usual...

let's the pictures talk on what the story is all about...

just a simple word to note : 

these are my best part through 2011 instead of so many obstacles to face.. 

*** maybe there will be next album.... wait for that... ;)

Argggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Firstly,my weekend filled up with such a wonderful moment and amazing experience....
               ABG DIN AND KAK DAYANA WEDDING'S CEREMONY...

It's awesome.....
n people keep saying "next is your turn" to me and him...
maybe it's 5 years from now like he's always say...

however something has RUIN my sweet weekend's life....

FIRST : MY PHONE MEMORY CARD HAS CRASHED AND DELETED ALL MY LOVELY PICTURES DURING THIS EVENT......huuuaaaaaaaaaaarrrrggggggggggghhhhh!!!! MY LIFE BECOME MISERY........

SECOND : MY ASSIGNMENT DEADLINE IS ONLY 2 DAYS MORE AND I HAVEN'T STARTS ANYTHING YET AND WORSELY DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT... damned!!!

THIRD : MY TWILIGHT DAY IS NOT WITH HIM......feel so frustrated..

FORTH : GOT MESSAGE THAT TONIGHT THERE WILL BE MEETING....oohhhh, please help me!!!!

FIFTH : THIS COMING WEEK IS THE TOUGHEST WEEK FOR ME AND I'M NOT MENTALLY READY AT ALL....


in the same time, many distraction occur...
feel like cannot afford it anymore...
ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

***** JUST REALIZED THAT NOT ALL SWEET MEMORIES CAN BE VISUALISE...SOMETIME WE JUST SAVED THEM IN OUR MIND AND KEEP THEM TIGHTLY....

*****BEING WITH MANY MATURED PERSON, MARRIAGE IS NOT A SIMPLE THING....I HAVE TO PREPARE SO MANY THINGS....INSIDE AND OUTSIDE..

****LOVE HIM AS MUCH AS I WANT, AS LONGER AS I COULD LIVE IN MY OWN WAYS...

****NAJIAN, YOU HAVE MANY WAYS TO KEEP YOUR RELATIONSHIP GROWS WONDERFUL....DON'T PUSH TO HARD...IT WILL COME AS TIME GOES...


~~ unexpectedly, we went karaoke and could heard he sing...your voice was amazing...i just figured it out...
~~are very excited to be part of your family, especially be with you every second with so much love..


        p/s : still cannot be calm and stable....
               oh dear, when this disaster will end....

just a short note

just want to say :

because i make you in trouble...
for not act well...
n make you disappointed....



I'M IN MY WAY ON FINDING MY MOMENTUM BACK....
SORRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AGAIN.........

from bottom of my heart....

for the hundreds time, always and will always...
i wanna say....

It's a life..

                             

1.  TIME FOR MYSELF
2. TIME WITH MY LOVED ONE
3. TIME TO FOCUS ON STUDY ( ASSIGNMENT, NOTES, EXERCISES..ETC )
4. TIME WITH MY ROOMMATE
5. TIME WITH MY 'BASEMENT' MATES
6. TIME WITH MY SIBLINGS
7. TIME WITH MY FAMILY
8. TIME WITH MY FAMILY-IN-LAW-TO BE (HAHHAHAHA)
9. TIME TO GIVE FULL COMMITMENT ON MPD

                               THIS IS HOW MY LIFE GOES NOW

                               HOPE IT RUNS SMOOTHLY, WITHOUT HURTING ANYBODY