Argggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Firstly,my weekend filled up with such a wonderful moment and amazing experience....
               ABG DIN AND KAK DAYANA WEDDING'S CEREMONY...

It's awesome.....
n people keep saying "next is your turn" to me and him...
maybe it's 5 years from now like he's always say...

however something has RUIN my sweet weekend's life....

FIRST : MY PHONE MEMORY CARD HAS CRASHED AND DELETED ALL MY LOVELY PICTURES DURING THIS EVENT......huuuaaaaaaaaaaarrrrggggggggggghhhhh!!!! MY LIFE BECOME MISERY........

SECOND : MY ASSIGNMENT DEADLINE IS ONLY 2 DAYS MORE AND I HAVEN'T STARTS ANYTHING YET AND WORSELY DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT... damned!!!

THIRD : MY TWILIGHT DAY IS NOT WITH HIM......feel so frustrated..

FORTH : GOT MESSAGE THAT TONIGHT THERE WILL BE MEETING....oohhhh, please help me!!!!

FIFTH : THIS COMING WEEK IS THE TOUGHEST WEEK FOR ME AND I'M NOT MENTALLY READY AT ALL....


in the same time, many distraction occur...
feel like cannot afford it anymore...
ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

***** JUST REALIZED THAT NOT ALL SWEET MEMORIES CAN BE VISUALISE...SOMETIME WE JUST SAVED THEM IN OUR MIND AND KEEP THEM TIGHTLY....

*****BEING WITH MANY MATURED PERSON, MARRIAGE IS NOT A SIMPLE THING....I HAVE TO PREPARE SO MANY THINGS....INSIDE AND OUTSIDE..

****LOVE HIM AS MUCH AS I WANT, AS LONGER AS I COULD LIVE IN MY OWN WAYS...

****NAJIAN, YOU HAVE MANY WAYS TO KEEP YOUR RELATIONSHIP GROWS WONDERFUL....DON'T PUSH TO HARD...IT WILL COME AS TIME GOES...


~~ unexpectedly, we went karaoke and could heard he sing...your voice was amazing...i just figured it out...
~~are very excited to be part of your family, especially be with you every second with so much love..


        p/s : still cannot be calm and stable....
               oh dear, when this disaster will end....

just a short note

just want to say :

because i make you in trouble...
for not act well...
n make you disappointed....



I'M IN MY WAY ON FINDING MY MOMENTUM BACK....
SORRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AGAIN.........

from bottom of my heart....

for the hundreds time, always and will always...
i wanna say....